Echoes

My mind echoes
like an empty room
like an empty metal box
millions of metal boxes
Layers..
Dimensions of metal boxes within each other
Like a loop hole
Endlessly shrinking onto itself
Closing..
Eating me..
Eating my voice in repetition
In glory..
Singing my madness
In layers of incomprehensible sounds

My mind echoes
In voices that never speak to me
Voices that are never heard
Will never be heard
Will never be understood..

I feel infinitely small
almost non-existent
I feel like I've died a long time ago
But it isn't peaceful
There are no angels here
There's only madness
There's only my mind
keeping me out
not letting me hear
not letting me see
not letting me feel
There's only loops
There's only boxes
Covering my being
Covering my soul

My soul is tied up
chained even..
blindfolded..
handicapped..
cut in pieces..
My soul is screaming
noiseless..
but oh so painful
it hurts..
it physically hurts
it rips me apart

And i don't care anymore
I wish i could care
I don't care what happens
I don't care who i am..

Let the voices sing me a song
Let the voices rest my soul
Let the voices rise and take me away..
Somewhere where only silence sings
Somewhere I can hear and see
but not speak..

Away from boxes
Away from glory
Away from ego
Away from matter
Away from existence..

Let me sing my song in peace
Let me hear the wind
hear the trees
hear the water
hear the flames
Let me understand what i feel

Purr my way into a different reality
Vibrate
Illuminate the deepest of my holes
De-materialize my existence
And just float...
float away.. free
weightless..
Float away from myself..
Float out of life..
Float out of space..
Float out of time..
just.. float...